♫ ♪ It's All about my Life stories ♫ ♪: March 2013

Hye and Salam..

Home sweet home.. I miss my home!!! haha.. Actually. yesterday was my last paper.. Last night I'm arrived in KL with my lovely friends.. Wani dyana, yanot and Wani tudung labuh ngan ire.. I gonna miss my friends !!! Btw I want to predict my result.. From what I say before,my target is 3.8 right?? I didn't think I can make it because of Malaysian Studies.. haha.. But i wish my result will be better than Sem 2.. Hopefully.. Waiting and keep waiting.. Sem 3 I've 4 subject of finance.. Please don't make me suffer with theory again.. I want calculation.. I plan I'm gonna live in Perak for 3 weeks maybe.. hmm.. I don't decide yet.. Last night when my father took me in Hentian Putra.. They meets my father for the first time and I think they will find out who is he.. ArghhhH!!! I don't want!!! My friend will feel strange because my handphone dp was totally different person.. aih!! It's not because I'm ashamed but i don't know why I feel like this.. I don't want they know about my life.. I just want them to know I'm natalia jamil.. That's all.. I don't like people to know about my personal life.. Babah, what am I suppose to do now??? How to avoid from that problem? Should i tell them or just lie to them??? Sometimes when people ask me about my father, i can't answer their questions.. I'm confused,who should I choose between them?? They ask what my father do?? I can't answer that.. I told them I don't know and then they said how can you don't know what your father do.. Sometimes I mixed up between both of them.. haih.. I don't know.. Please don't ask me again because i can't answer your questions.. I am Jamil's daugther .. That's all I can say..

Hmm.. You may curious who's this person right? As you know, the title give you the answer who is he.. huh.. I don't know what going on .. There's no words can describe what I felt now.. I don't know since when I got really into him.. I'm already tired with myself.. Can you stop be like this lia?? I told myself that I'll never like someone again.. I already told myself that Robert Downey Jr. is the last one that i'll take care.. But how this is happen again??? I'm getting tired to like someone like you.. You didn't do anything wrong and it's not fair for me to blame you right Mr.Jeon Gwang Ryeol?? How do I know you? I think for the first time when I was in elementary school.. I think.. I don't know that drama was really famous in many country.. The Legendary Dr. Hur Jun. If i was not mistaken, in TV2 .. That time I don't have an idea that character was you.. The second drama I watch is King of Baker,Kim Tak Gu 2010 in KBS2.. When I was 16 years old.. It's the best drama that I've seen.. When the first time,I watched it.. Wow..! That guy was really cool.. I means you.. so after 2 years break.. When semester break, i watched it at home.. But i didn't finish it because of I already back to my University.. So start that day,I download every episode.. I watched it with my roomate, she really like that drama.. We watched it until 5 a.m.. She's really got into that drama.. I told her that President Gu II Jung (Jeon Gwang Ryeol) will die when he got an accident ,you know what she said.. "I don't want him to be die.." I'm just laughed.. What makes me laughed again when she said that President was handsome.. haha.. Don't you think it's really funny?? I don't believe that she will said that.. Is he really handsome?? I just think that he's really cool.. One thing that I make me thinks that because how he dress up.. I really love person who know how to dress up well.. if you don't believe just looks that picture.. I really2 like person like him.. Among the person that I like,he's the most who can dress up well.. Seriously.. What makes me like him more when i watch Swallow The Sun.. arghhhh!! He really killing me.. That's was the most drama that really makes him looks cool ever!!! Every single episode, he really make me think he's the most coolest man ever!!! You've to watch it and you'll know how cool he is.. I already finish watch that drama..Now I've already watch Warrior Baek Dong So episode 4.. I know this drama since 2011 because of Tae woo sing for the OST.. But in this drama, he's not wearing that cool suit.. But I admired how he fight.. In that drama,he's Joseon best Swordman.. The reason why I like him is he know how to dress up,he know how to actor really well. That's the reason why I like him.. I know I'll get hurt when I like someone like you but i'll try to not get hurt.. I really hope that you're the last one that will make me life brightly.. I don't want too many person in my heart because it's will make me sad.. To all who's I loved, thanks for making me happy.. I'm really grateful.. I really hope someday they'll know why my heart loved person like you.. If I loved someone,it's means that I'll take care of you like babah.. Here some photos of him..