My Character

Salam..

Tetiba plak nk tulis blog..hmm.. Whatever.. Yesterday, I'm thinking about myself.. What will I be 10 years later.. What I want in my life?? What can be my happiness ?? Can I success with this character?? Or will I bought this character along with me till 10 years later?? I'm just think what my friends told me.. I'm being too childish.. Am I?? Always laughing even there's no funny at all.. Am I like that?? 'Manja' .. Yeke? Kacau org tak abis2.. Can't be serious, tak matang langsung..  ..Bahagia?? Is this all my character?? Tak rasa kelakar ke?? Actually, they didn't know much about me.. They didn't know how scary I can be.. Hanya melihat dari luar.. Tapi dalam.. Nobody knows,since last May.. Only pain that I know.. I can be happy for one moment but after that my sadness will come.. Actually I hate KL.. When I'm going back to KL, I'm always think about him.. Why?? Because all of this came from this country.. I hate sea.. I hate everything that can make me think about him.. If I can choose to remember him or not.. I want to erase my memory that related with him.. I don't want to be sad anymore.. But He is the person that make me today.. What I achieve today is proof to him that I can do better than before.. Ego n kebencian mu cakap??? haha.. Semua tu dtg dr dia.. I'm not the person who is 3 years ago..