I've to decide

Salam ..

Sy tgh susah hati sekarang ni.. I'm confuse whether UM or UNITEN.. My mom want me to be in UM but I want UNITEN.. Why?? Coz I'm very comfortable study here.. Yah, I know that UM is the best U in Malaysia but I'm afraid that I can't do better .. Kat sana sume bijak2 belaka and I've to compete so hard with them .. One more thing that I'm not taking a finance course but economic course.. That's make me worried. Sy x penah suka economic since kat sek menengah lg.. SPM economic sy C.. haha.. Teruk btol.. Tu yg bila amek finance, ingat xde economic dah rupa2nya still kena gak blaja economy..Kami x boleh lari dr economy and also law.. X kirala, dia tu amek finance,buss or accounting.. They still have to know a basic about economic. I told my mom if i get UM i'll go but if i didn't I'll stay with UNITEN.. Dia bersungguh2 betol nak sy masok UM sampai pegi call UM bagai.. Nampak x.? Even though last sem I already said that I want to be the next governor in Malaysia but i don't take it as serious matter.. Just joke but to my mom is not! Let's say sy dpt UM, syy mengambil risiko yg tinggi dgn mengambil course economic bukan buss or accounting.. Pelik kan knp sy x amek buss padahal boleh je sbb apa yg buss student amek sy pon amek.. Sbb 3 courses ni sgt berkait rapat.. Accounting, finance and also bussiness.. Diploma amek finance, degree amek economic, master of economic? PHD?? yg tu sy masih memikirkannya.. Bru ingat nak jd CFO dah terbantut.. haha.. Sy rse kalo sy amek economic sy rse sy akan jd gila.. Sekarang ni pon dah memikirkan pasal negara pon dah pening.. Macam mne nt kalo amek?? Antara 3 courses ni sy rse yg plg susah adalah economic.. Accountant dorg memikirkan mcm mne nak dpt profit utk company, bussiness pon sme, finance membuat keputusan utk company tu tp economic? Bukan utk company tp utk negara.. Tanggungjawabnye sgt besar.. Bak kate Sir sy, kita ni patot terasa beban n bertanggungjawab utk memikirkan semua ni.. Kalau bukan kami siapa lg?? Dia buat sy sedar bhw betapa besarnya beban yg kami tanggung.. Dia byk menyedarkan sy bhw negara memerlukan kita.. Dia kata sy dah x lama, so awaklah yg seterusnya memikirkan semua ni.. See?? Dgr dia ckppon dah rase beban apatah lg nak melaksanakannya..  Kalau betol2 sy dpt course tu ,org pertama mentor sy adalah Sir tu.. Sy sgt bersyukur dpt lecture yg bijak mcm dia.. Kalaulah mase depan sy mmg utk jd org ekonomi sy akan menerimanya dgn hati yg terbuka and I ask to God supaya pupuk kan minat sy terhadap ekonomi.. So skang sy tgh belajar sikit demi sedikit tentang hal2 negara.. Supaya nanti x terkejot sgt and I ready to fight.. haha.. Doakan yg terbaik utk sy ya.. eheh.. Nervous ni..haha..Itupon kalau dpt UM, ingat senang2 je ke.. Kalau dpt sy sgt2 bersyukur kalau x dpt pon sy happy sbb sy boleh teroskan dgn course tercinta sy iaitu finance..haha ..I love you finance.. Awak dgn sy x boleh di pisahkan!!! Sy syg sgt kat awak!! haha.!