Hye guys... How are you doing?? Last night can't sleep .. So many things in my mind.. Maybe because I miss this subject.. What??! Did I just said I miss this subject??I can't believe I just said that..I used to hate it..I must be insane right now.. But it's true.. I miss this subject a lot.. I really want to talk with someone about this but there's no one interested with this kind of subject.. My housemate?? Nope, they don't take this subject.. My roommate? ? Hmm.. She's probably forget about us right now and she hate this subject.. I'm the only one.. I feel so lonely.. argh!! Why must I feel burden??? Is anybody want to talk with me about this subject?? Anyone?? I should not think about this anymore since I already done with it.. I'm done!! But I can't stop thinking why??? I hate this kind of feeling.. I'm sick of it!! Please go away from my life.. Take it or just leave it.. I only have two choice.. Can i just leave it?? Yeah... Thats what i want but i just can't.. Its stuck in my head.. If i continued with this, i probably die in young age..haha.. I don't talk to people often. You know what im usually talk inside me..You know what I mean?? 'Bercakap dalam hati dlm erti kata lain monolog'.. Everyday, every minutes.. Yeah, i've a lot in my kind but i can't express it.. Why?? Bcoz there's no one i can talk to it.. Thats why I wrote in here.. I don't have a brother or sister.. Im alone...
Every morning when im on the train, i get to see UM building.. Everytime i see, im so worried.. haha.. But i really want to see Balai Ungku Aziz so badly .. What inside the Balai, yeah.. Its for research.. But i still want to see it eventhough im not medic student.. Im really happy if i get the chance.. If i can see the future, i would like to see it.. Should i follow the flow and take a big risk?? What i learnt in finance subject.. High risk high return.. So do in our daily life.. If we take a big risk we'll high return from what we done.. Its too tough for me. I'm just pray and just follow what is the best for me..
P/S : I need some advice from the expert one..
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