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Salam semua.. 

Rasa dah lama tak update my blog.. Saya tertanya-tanya pada diri saya kenapa saya buat blog.. I just make it without knowing the reason.. Itu dulu tapi sekarang, tujuan saya untuk tatapan saya pada masa akan datang.. Bila saya dah habis study, and then bekerja, then get married.. That time I will read this.. That time i will find myself how immature am I.. Its must be funny.. haha.. Pada masa tu selepas habis baca kesemuanya saya akan delete blog ini.. Tapi andai kata tak sempat nak delete.. Saya harus mencari seseorang yang boleh dipercayai untuk delete blog ni.. Any volunteer? because I can't find one yet.. Not only my blog but also my fb,twitter,ig,tumblr,skype, and wechat.. 

Tujuan saya tulis blog untuk hari ni untuk meluah apa yang saya rasa.. Firstly about my fees.. You know what diploma student who take practical should pay fees.. Saya malas nak cakap U mana.. Kalau baca post saya sebelum ni anda akan tahu.. Saya tak kisah jika kena bayar tapi yang saya kisahnya sekarang perlu ke bayar yuran pelbagai.. ?? Library rm100?? What?? Its doesn't make sense!!! Kami practical kat library ke sekarang ni?? Services rm100?? Service pon macam suck nak suruh kami bayar rm100 agak2 ar!! Melampau ni.. Bukan ke last year untung besar .. Oh lupa, itu yang untung company bukan subsidiary.. Lupa plak yang U tu loss tiap2 tahun.. So that's why they take student money?? Geram pulak rasa.. Tunggulah Isnin ni, kena maki hamun dengan student2.. Padan muka!! Jangan haraplah nak masuk situ lagi.. Sebaiklah dah habis.. Sian budak junior rumahpun dah naik.. Semuanya dah naik.. Lawak je rasa. Ni apa saya nak cakap dengan parents?? practical saja Rm928.. Itu budak finance.. Budak account lagi parah sampai Rm1k.. Terok betol.. Kalaulah terus macam ni, tunggulah 2 tahun lagi confirm loss teruk.. Haih..Kesian kat parents2.. Tapi saya pelik, MPP takkan tak buat apa2?? Habis tu apa gunanya jadi MPP?? Cakap je nak rendahkan yuran tapi habukpon takda.. Kalau macam tu baik takyah jadi MPP!! Ish!! Tak puas hati betullah.. Sabar jela.. Buat taik dengan kami, kami akan buat taik balik.. So, saya kenalah cari U lain untuk masuk degree.. Sayang je, dah selesa kat situ tapi nak buat macam mana semua ni tidak munasabah langsung.. 

Hogwart is my home

I wish I was a wizard

Living in Hogwart
Studying potion with Prof Snape
My house is a Slytherin
Proud to be a Slytherin
Get some advice from Prof Dumbledore
Spent time with Hagrid
Get Prof Dumbledore's wand
Learning Patronus Charm with Prof Lupin
Wish my patronus was a silver doe
That's all I need

Is it my fate??

Hye guys... How are you doing?? Last night can't sleep .. So many things in my mind.. Maybe because I miss this subject.. What??! Did I just said I miss this subject??I can't believe I just said that..I used to hate it..I must be insane right now.. But it's true.. I miss this subject a lot.. I really want to talk with someone about this but there's no one interested with this kind of subject.. My housemate?? Nope, they don't take this subject.. My roommate? ? Hmm.. She's probably forget about us right now and she hate this subject.. I'm the only one.. I feel so lonely.. argh!! Why must I feel burden??? Is anybody want to talk with me about this subject?? Anyone?? I should not think about this anymore since I already done with it.. I'm done!! But I can't stop thinking why??? I hate this kind of feeling.. I'm sick of it!! Please go away from my life.. Take it or just leave it.. I only have two choice.. Can i just leave it?? Yeah... Thats what i want but i just can't.. Its stuck in my head.. If i continued with this, i probably die in young age..haha.. I don't talk to people often. You know what im usually talk inside me..You know what I mean?? 'Bercakap dalam hati dlm erti kata lain monolog'.. Everyday, every minutes.. Yeah, i've a lot in my kind but i can't express it.. Why?? Bcoz there's no one i can talk to it.. Thats why I wrote in here.. I don't have a brother or sister.. Im alone... 

Every morning when im on the train, i get to see UM building.. Everytime i see, im so worried.. haha.. But i really want to see Balai Ungku Aziz so badly .. What inside the Balai, yeah.. Its for research.. But i still want to see it eventhough im not medic student.. Im really happy if i get the chance.. If i can see the future, i would like to see it.. Should i follow the flow and take a big risk?? What i learnt in finance subject.. High risk high return.. So do in our daily life.. If we take a big risk we'll high return from what we done.. Its too tough for me. I'm just pray and just follow what is the best for me.. 

P/S : I need some advice from the expert one..