Salam semua..
I have to tell you this.. I might be delete all of my story here except about g.o.d. okay.. I think it's really unnecessary to told you all my story.. So this gonna be the last time I'm gonna talk about the sad thing.. I admit that recently I through a lot of pain.. Actually its not recently but my life just miserable.. I'm not weak!! I cam handle it by myself but I know what happen recently make my heart became weak!! How????? I'm the one that looks strong back then and now turn because because of that sad thing happen in my life.. After all this time I've been through I'm strong enough to hold this alone but now.. I don't know what happen to me.. I cry easily.. How can I be like that?? Maybe because that so many thing I kept by myself for a long time and now its already explode like a time bomb.. I'm tired already.. I'm tires with all this thing happen.. Can you just leave me alone?? The last time I'm thinking about take a pill.. A lot of pill.. I don't know what will happen.. I'm not about going to attempt suidice.. I'm just want to sleep .. Lately, I hard to sleep. I'm just close my eyes but my mind was awake.. I think I got amnesia.. I just want to go away.. Go far away from people that I know.. Why they never understand me?? Am I not existin this world or they just pretend that I wasn't there..Dear God, why this all happen to me?? I'm trying to be good.. I pray to you.. But it's still same...Am I don't deserve to be happy?? I can't even happy for 1 day.. Just a few hours then the same feeling comes.. Can you please give me my hapy moment for a long2 period.. Not just only a few hours.. Will you??
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