No one can know

Someone told me earlier that if you need someone to talk about him, just come to her and tell her. We've same situation and also same feeling when it comes to that particular topic. But I told her, don't worry about that. I can handle it by my own. I barely talked about that to anyone. Even it kills me inside, I rather wrote in my diary. Yes, sometimes it really made me crazy, it's too painful for me to handle by myself but it will always be like this. Maybe I took after him. Maybe my ending will be like him. Became damaged. Impossible to fix it. 

Rindu

Malam ni tetibe rindu.. Bila rindu mesti tgok ig dia. Setiap hari ada ja yg akan comment rindu. People still talk about you even you're already gone. They still missed you. So do I. I miss you so much. In every prayer, you're always in my doa. He need you right now.. He still can't move on.. Without you, we.....

Watch what you say before it's too late

Not many people care about how you feel. And how can a word be an offended. They only care about how they feel or think was right. Sometimes with only one word the pain that can cause you is your life time. I must say that, people nowadays doesn't have a manner. Doesn't know how to speak politely. With this manner, I don't think we can take one step further to become a great country. 

Truth from the heart

What I feel right now? NOTHING. I've a lot in my mind but I just can't get it out because why? Because I never ever do that again. I never confess to anyone. So after year comes by, it just became natural. It's quite okay I think. But sometimes I just need someone to talk. Kinda alone actually. As long as I'm not dying, it's fine. I will be fine.