Love all of you!!

Hye and Salam to everyone!

Just want to share something with you guys.. I'm proud with all the comedian in Malaysia.. Love them all!! Also I'm fans of korean's comedian.. I'm always fans of Jozan and Jambu!! They're my fav comedian ever!! I can rank it, Johan, Yus, Zizan and Tauke.. But the most sporting person ever on this earth is Pak Yus!! Sumpah x penah jumpa artis yg se sporting dia.. Tauke also.. Sy pernah dpt like and comment dr mereka ini.. Tp Zizan hanya like je.. I'm so glad !! haha.. B4 I proceed, I just want to say to Harith Iskander that his joke is a high class!! Glad to see you yesterday! That's why I'm not shock when the project manager said that you're expensive.. Berbaloi dtg semalam!! Ouh ya, Dato' Fazley!! You're too handsome last night!! Jatuh cinta jap.. haha.. For Hyper Act, never know that abg ronnie punye suara tersgtlah best!! Rugi sapa yg x pi smlm.. huhu.. Okay.. Let's talk about my comedian again.. Seriously!! Pak Yus sgt3 sporting.. Everytime I text him, he'll reply even though lambat.. Dia still akan reply.. I give you credit for that!! Susah nk jumpa artis yg x sombong kan? Wish all the best for you Jambu!! Vote for Jambu ML3/5/10 or 20 Jambu to 32777.. Ceh promote lak.. haha.. X sbar nk tunggu next year! Jozan nak wat 'Jozan The Musical' kat IB next year!! hope I can go there. Doakan sy dpt pegi tgok dorg ye!. huhu.. Ouh ya, thanks to all who reply my wechat!! Pak yus, Tauke, Man rajalawak,  and abg Ronnie Hyper act!! Korg is the best!! ngeeeeee...

Jozan Sahabat Selamanya

Ya Allah, sumpah demi Allah.. Persahabatan dorg terlalu sweet.. Buatkan ku mengalir air mata bila melihat Zizan nangis.. Sweetnya Johan.. Buat suprise kat Zizan di final AF 2013.. Persahabatan dorg perlu dijdkan contoh.. Am I right/ Nk sahabat mcm ni satu boleh?? haha.. Smlm pkol 2 pg tgok video kat instagram JTF .. Ulang2 sambil menangis..ahah.. See you next year Jozan in MLM 2014! Yeay!! tak sbr nk tgok dorg di MLM.. For sure menang.. Don't worry, we as jozan fans will support you and vote for you..Macam mne sy vote Johan dlu di Super Spontan mcm tu jugaklah sy vote Jozan di MLM 2014 nt.. ok.. Thanks for make my day Joza.. I love you till Jannah!! Hope their friendship till Jannah.. Nmpk ketara sgt yg zizan terlalu sygkan sahabatnya, johan kan?? Johan juga, snggop dtg wat suprise utk sahabatnya, zizan.. Tak tahu nk ckp ape dah.. Bak kata Zizan, tiada siapa yg boleh pisahkan johan n Zizan.. Atotot, sweetnyer.. Mereka slg merindui satu sama lain, slg menyayangi satu sama lain.. Bak kata Jambu, ketawa bersama, menangis bersama.. Last word from me, Love you Jozan!!! Love you so strong...haha

They're crazy and so do I

Okay, I don't want to think about that problem right now.. So let's talk about them.. Who's them?? Please don't hate me fandom.. It's not bcoz I don't like them but seriously they're crazy.. Who watch super spontan??  Sapa tgok tahulah knp sy ckp mereka gila.. Mereka gila dan buat kami juga merasa gila.. haha.. Sbb tula sy syg ketat kat dorg.. terutama Johan n yus!!! Setiap kali tgok super spontan confirm gelak mcm org gila.. Nak comedian husband satu boley?? haha.. Confirm setiap masa gelak je.. Alangkah bahagianye hidup kan.. That's why I think I'm crazy now.. They make me crazy... haha.. Please watch super spontan and you know what I say.. Dengar Johan gelakpon dah gelak.. Haih.. Kalau Yus plak tgok muke die je dah gelak.. ape kes?? blm lg wat lawak dah gelak, kalau dia buat lawak lglah giler di buatnye.. Jep plak mmg tak ley bla.. Selambanye .. tapi taley amek jep, jep kwn sy punye.. So Johan it's mine okay.. Ketam Konfius vs Semut Sentap? Which one your fav?? I can't choose either one bcoz Ketam Konfius ada Yus and Semut sentap plak ada Johan.. But you know what I think Yus akn msok final for Ketam Konfius and Semut Sentap plak antara Johan and Jep.. Just wait and see.. But if Yus and Johan go to final.. I don't know who I should vote.. To make it's fair I'll vote two of you.. haha.. Tak sabar nk tunggu final super spontan.. I need one comedian husband.. Seriously, If i got one myb I'll not sad anymore bcoz I've someone who can make me happy and laugh.. But now, I need their help to make me strong.. That's them.. I love and respect all of you who make my life become more brightness with your 'lawak'.. I love you with all my heart.. Thanks for make me happy and laugh like crazy..  To Lee Sugeun, Kim Byeongman and Kim Junho thanks too.. Love you!!

She's back

Hye and good evening...

She's back .. I feel unhappy.. So do them.. They just laughing at me.. I don't have an idea she will be back tonight.. I thought she will back tomorrow,.. Ahh!! Spoil my mood.. God, help me.. Just give a strength till next sem.. Please.. Bcoz I already can't control myself to don't like her.. I don't know why.. please, I don't like this feeling.. What should I do now??

Fall In Love

Hyep..

Oh my God!!! I already told myself that I'll never allow someone else to be in my heart after Blake Shelton.. Seriously.. I can't take this anymore!!! But today, he make me fall in love with him.. Actually not him, but fall in love with his talent.. I think I should find husband who's funny and can play instruments.. Seriously, that why I can't see someone who's funny and can do that things.. Bcoz I'll on the spot fall in love with him.. I didn't know that comedian really talented.. Just like Johan.. Johan is comedian and he also can play guitar, piano and also can sing.. Also can dance!!! That's why I loved him!! But now, yus .. Why him?? haha.. Before this I know him as a comedian but now.. I know he can play instruments.. He can play guitar, harmonica, flute, drum, and I don't know what that name.. And also can sing too.. Why3?? I can be a traitor to Johan.. Johan, ! You still my number 1 okay!!! Jozan in the house.. But one thing that I don't like about Yus is bcoz he smoke.. Plss yus, stop smoking.. I knew you can do it.. !! If you can stop, it's really cool and awesome!! Seriously!!.. Plsssssss!!!  It's not because I want to compare you with Johan.. But Johan can stop smoking.. You also can do it!! Why I say this because as a fans of JAMBU ,I worry about you.. You got a talent which is not everybody got that talent.. You're really special .. So pls do this for ur fans okay ^^ Lastly, I love and respect all the comedian in this entire world!!

Result for Semester 1, 2nd Year

Salam and good evening guys,
It's been a long time I didn't write.. Last semester is the toughest subject ever!! Seriously.. Especially Company law.. Pecah kepala otak ni!. But time final, my lecture whatsapp me and give some courage to me bcoz she know I'm scared to death.. Thanks to her, I got A- for Company Law.. I don't think I deserve it bcoz i didn't do my best for final.. Btw thanks a lot miss!! I love you!!! Thanks a lot to all of my lectures.. Because of you, I got an unexpected result and I'm really shock.. Thanks to God too! I'll never get that if He not allow right? Last sem I can't reach my target that is 3.8 .. But this time I already reach it.. I got 3.95.. Till today I can't believe I got that.. Seriously.. I thought my Company Law is C or B..  I'm so grateful.. Thanks a lot.. My mom also didn't believe that.. haha.. Babah, this time I already make you proud right? I told you, I'll make you proud on me.. I already prove that.. Hope you happy okay .. I want you to be happy bcoz of me..  You know what, what I got just now just for you.. Bcoz I still remember what you told me last year.. Thanks to you , you make me stronger than before.. I'll be a successful person .. I've bcoz of you, mama and also people that I loved.. Stay beside me ok babah.. I need you...

Mixed!

Hi!

Now I'm listening to JB songs!! haha... I'm not fans of him.. But his songs is nice to hear.. Whatever!!
I said I'm happy but actually it's not.. If I'm happy it just for a moment.. Argh!! Whatever.. Now I'm trying but it still hard for me.. You know what, I pray to Him and I ask something that's totally wrong.. Haha.. Of course He didn't give it to me.. I'm so stupid.. But I can't help.. Even I know it's wrong..

Actually, I've something to tell!! I'm happy!! Thanks to Miss Law!! yeay! Thanks for giving me the carry mark.. I still remember what you said in whatsapp.. 'I'll give you an A if you prove to me that you deserve to get an A'. I'll show to you I can do that!!.That's for giving me a strength.. I still remember the first class.. What you said to us too cruel you know.. haha.. But after knowing you, you're such a nice person.. But one things that you always make me grrr.. If I've a class with you, you're always tease me.. One things that I'll never forget.. Ever!! 'Last question the lucky person, natalia'.. I thought you'll not call my name but you do.. It's okay.. but when you said ' okay, natalia. pegi dpn bg tau answer.. Awakkan slalu whatsapp sy?? Infront of my classmate.. Mase tu betapa malunya sy.. Miss tau tak!!!! Yg tak ley blanye, is it you or your sister in that pic?? ..Sakitnye hati!! ' Cop!! Who asking for help? Miss right?? Salam natalia, plss tell ur friends bla bla bla.. It's not one, and not twice.. Siapa yg whatsapp spe skang??  Me or you, miss?? haha.. Btw it doesn't matter.. Sy ikhlas.. Cume kdg2 sakit hati.. But i don't have a right to sakit hati right??  Tp sume ni ada hikmah.. Hikmahnye carry mark.. hehe.. Thanks again Miss and I love you!!! haha.. Final nanti tlg beri simpati ye pd sy!! Sy tabik Miss!! How can you memorize all the case?? Respectlah!!  Doakan sy dpt A ye for law!! I've many lecturer that can be my rujukan.. She's one of them..!!

Phone!!!!

Hye and good evening everyone.. Did you fasting today? There's something that I want to share.. Actually, I really2 sad.. I want to buy new phone but I don't have enough money.. When I save it, then I'll spend it.. Actually that thay i already save around rm350 but I've to spend because of my sunglasses .. My friend did that.. =( So, I make a decision didn't want to tell my mom, and use my money.. rm200 of my money gone.. Right now I only have rm200.. That's for my money until I back to KL. 13 days more.. I've to use rm 100.. Which mean I only have rm100 to save.. hmm.. Really sad.. Me and my housemate,both of us desperate want to buy a new phone.. We've the same situation.. She already lost her money because of we use a lot of money for this sem.. Pity of her.. But she is lucky girl, her dad tell her if she get 3.0 an above she will get new phone.. But me?? If babah is here, maybe he will buy for me.. Suddenly, I feel want to cry.. haha.. After his gone, I've to save my own money to buy something that I want.. Yesterday, my mom said to me, what you want for birthday this year? I just say, don't know.. She replied, hp?? I'm really happy that time.. I just type 'hehe'... And then she didn't replied.. hmm.. FOr the first time she knows what I want.. That's because I mention in fb.. That's how she know .. I feel sad when she didn't replied it.. I know that's will never happen, if she buy, she will buy not the one that I want.. I can't get what I want right now.. I never ask my mom to buy something for me, this is the first one.. Can you consider about it mom?? I already give you everything that I could in my study.. Every sem I tried to get Dean List.. Last year, you didn't buy anything for my birthday.. Sedih sgt.. But I never mention it because I'm not the person who will do that.. Can you give a special present for my birthday this august?? I'll not ask you,If I can buy it.. I promise that I'll never ask you to buy anything for me.. I don't care if you didn't buy me 'baju raya'.. I just want that so badly.. Saya tak boleh berharap sgt betul tak?? Because it's not necessary for her.. I'm not qualified to have that one.. Right mom?  Babah, did you hear it? Can you buy it for me?? =( Because of you, I can't get what I want.. Don't you get it what I've been through without you? Mom, If you don't want to buy it for me, can you lend me a money.. I promise I'll pay back to you.. Just lend me a money so that I can buy that phone.. Just this time please understand what I feel.. If you buy me that phone I'll try harder to get the better result for this time.. I already target want to get 3.89 for this sem.. Babah, please pray for me that I'll get that phone soon.. If she didn't buy it for me, it's really hurt me.. Lia, jangan nak berangan dia nak belikan phone tu.. Tolonglah bangun dari reality lia.. Bangun!! You don't deserve for that.. ! hmm.. Btw happy birthday babah..! I hope I can meet you soon.. Actually I already met him.. 12.7.. That day is his birthday, that day too I met him at night.. ^^ Thanks for coming.. Thanks God.. Even for a while, I can talk to him, laugh with him.. I wish I can meet him everyday.. I told him, I'm suffer.. He cry and he said I'm sorry.. I don't need his sorry, I just need him to be here..

Class Company Law

Salam ..

Mahu mengadunyepun adoi.. Second year ,first sem is the most stressful semester ever!!! Every semester we will get at least one annoying lecture.. haha.. For this sem, we really stress when we entered her class..She make us nervous every time we entered her class.. Everyone in my class will be ask at least two or three times. Me, she only ask for once.. Wani my housemate, she's never be ask by that lecture because she confuse wani name and yanot's name.. haha.. Apa yg peliknya , second week tu.. Dia panggil nama lia, "nurul natalia, who's nurul natalia??" I raise my hand and you know what she told me?? " Ish, asyik awak je, org lain pulaklah" Ya Allah, terkejut gila nak mati wei.. Lia terkejut, dorg lgla terkejut.. haha.. Adui, pelik2la miss tu.. Tapi kan nasib tak menyebelahi lia, dlm 15 minit gitu, dia pnggl gak nama lia suruh jwb soalan dia.. haha.. ingatkan dptlah pecah rekod.. huhu.. Okay yg tu dah settle.. Tp after that, she became more and more active to attack me.. Evrytime we have class with her, as usual focus in her class and look at her.. You know what, she will look at me too.. Why me???? Why?? I don't get it.. If i was not mistaken, last week.. Lia tengok dia, then dia tengok lia balik.. bila dia tengok confirmla tunduk bawahkan.. Liakan pemalu and penakut ngan dia.. I think she know i'm afraid of her..Pastu, lia tergelakle, then dia kate " sy tgok awk ni asyik gelak2 je,kenapa ey??" Hanya Tuhan je yg tahu perasaan lia waktu tu.. Lepas tu, mmg die asyik attack lia jela kan.. Last night we have a presentation.. We're the 3rd group.. Dia buat lagi, dia asyik pandang lia je.. Dahla lia ni snesitive bila die tgok.. Gaya dia tgok tu saja je nak kenakan lia tau.. Sakit pulak hati kite nikan.. haha.. Most of us didn't like her that much becuase she's too straight and sometimes annoying.. Seriously.. Lia rasa kalau pemakaian tu dia da perfect da.. Semua bertutup,tudung labuh tp.. hmm.. I don't know if i've to say this.. I'm sorry to those who yg terasa ye.. This is really happen to my friend.. She said, if people like her.. They've two category.. Someone who really2 take care of her dress up and also dalaman and another one, she also know how to take care of herself but her dalaman hmm a bit down.. My friend said, org yg category kedua ni, dia ingat dia perfect , org lainpun patot ikot cara dia.. From what I heard her story, I didn't have an idea that in this world we have that kind of person.. Betul2 terkejot bila dia cerita.. Sebabkan org tu alimla kan, apa2pon yg dia buat even salah.. Tetap tade kesan.. Sampai mcm tu sekali,... Agak kecewa gakla.. patutnye fair and square.. But because of that, ..I know I don't have a right to said that because I'm not like that.. Alim, baik gila..  From my view, no matter what we do we have to balance.. Kalau depan je baik tp hati tak.. Tak jadi jugakkan.. So kita kena pandai2la balance antara dua2 tu..Sayang sgt2 kalau pakaian dah cantik,sedap mata memandang tp hati tak.. Sorry to say.. This is my opinion.. That's all for today.. I'm having fun todayt with my diploma friends!! We really have a great day today.. Orang Kuantan sgt2 sporting ma..!!!

Blake Shelton & Trace Adkins

                                                         They're super damn cool!!!

                                                   So much love between them ..Auww!!

                                           Don't you think how much Blake loves Trace.. huhu

                                                          Cowboy hat is everywhere!!!

                                                          You can tell how huge Trace is..

                                                        Trace seems didn't like it.. haha

                                                       Ladies loves country boys!!

Oh Man!! This is epic!! I love this 2 guys... I really do.. First of all, I love Blake Shelton and Adam Levine romance.. But this is more to father and son.. Right?? Just look at them.. Both of them is country singers..  For the first time I watched The Voice, I really think that BS is really huge and really2 tall but look at him.. He look tiny when he with Trace Adkins.. Seriously.. BS is taller than Taewoo but Trace Adkins is taller than BS.. Can you imagine that?? BS's height is 196cm and Trace Adkins is 198cm.. They really2 tall!!!! I knew BS from The Voice 3 and I knew Trace from BS.. I think most person I loved, one of their pyhsical is tall.. Right?? Taewoo, BS, YJH, Trace,Jungtae.. I don't know why.. Today I just finish watch All-Star Celebrity Apprentice who's Trace is the winner for this season.. Wow!! I think Trace is really a legend of country singer.. He sold 2 million copies of album.. 4 Grammy nominated award... That's incredible.. Same with BS.. He got 4 Grammy nominated award too.. Same like Trace.. It's not easy to get nominated in grammy.. I think BS has a high tone and Trace has a low tone..  I really love Hillbilly Bone which is both of them sing it.. For the rest of my life, I never heard about country song.. For the first time I heard is from BS.. That was when The Voice 4 is in TV.. I never thought that I'll like it so much.. Since then, I start listening to it and get addicted to it.. haha.. I hope The Voice season 4 Team Blake will won.. Since Judent Hill in Team Adam, i think it's quite hard for Team Blake.. But I'll support Team Blake.. Season 1, Team Adam won, and  Season 2 ,3 Team Blake won.. I'm waiting for Season 4 result..  I'll talk about BS and Adam romance next post.. I'm waiting for the next duet from both of you.. BS and Trace!! Go2 country music!!

Son Hoyoung attempts suicide??

Son Hoyoung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why did you do that?? Why?? I can't breathe when I heard you attempt suicide and you're in ICU right now.. You don't have to do that.. Do you know how much I worry about you?? I even can't stop crying and even can't sleep.. You don't have to hear about what people said to you because they're all stupid!! They not even know you and they didn't have a right to said anything bad about you.. I know you tension after all of this.. After your girlfriend dead.. You want to do same thing like her?? I don't allow you do that.. Your life is too precious oppa.. You don't know how much I love you?? How much you're meaningful in my life?? Your smile can make me happy.. god member visit you but they can't get in because of your condition.. I already DM to Taewoo's company and I do what I can do for you.. I ask their help to deliver what I said.. I ask Taewoo to take care of you in hospital.. You know what, if I can go ,I will go to you.. Take care of you till you get well.. But I can't oppa.. I just can pray for you.. Please don't you ever think to do this again because it's really hurt us.. I won't let anybody hurt you again..We're really sad when we heard all of this.. We never blame you.. We're always be with you every minutes, and every second.. Just get well soon.. Park Joon Hyung, Yoon Kye Sang, Danny Ahn and Kim Tae Woo oppa.. Please take care of our Hoi.. I'm begging you.. Joon oppa, thanks for give us strength.. Because of your tweet, we all know that you guys still with him.. He really needs you right now.. You'll get better soon.. I promise..So take care of him for us.. For Fangod!! If he get well soon, I can dream of your comeback again... We loves you no matter what happen.. I love you for the rest of my life..

Yesterday vs Today

Salam and hye..

It's been a while since I don't post anything.. What happen yesterday and today is totally insane for me.. It's makes me totally speechless.. But the big impact to me is yesterday.. I'm success to through that day.. I'm 19 years old for the first time in my life going to court? What the amazing experience for me.. I'm so nervous that day and I even can't sleep because of all the problem that I received.. Actually, what I'm thinking is Taewoo is the most I loved than other members.. But it's totally wrong.. Now I realise how much I loved Hoyoung.. And now, I know that I loved all them at the same level.. It's really break my heart when people said Hoyoung is a murder. What the hell is that?? You can't talk like that if you don't know anything about him and you don't deserve to said that to him.. HE IS NOT!! Now, you know who's the wrong and who's the victim.. i'm feel sorry to him.. He cry all the night and it's already make me cry but the most touched moment when all god member calls him and cry with him.. Oh God.. That's why they're so special to me.. To my life.. Whatever they do and whatever happen, they will support each other.. They're stick together.. Okay nampak tak dah melencong.. haha.. I'll continue back.. what makes me nervous that day because all my family will gather at that place.. I means my siblings.. Actually, I don't what to mean that but it's all truth.. and I don't think I've them so i don't think I can think them as my siblings.. Right? haha.. Me and my mom what there for 3 hours.. Don't you get what I mean?? Oh come on.. I thought the schedule is 9 am.. But the start was began at 10.30.. We wait there like a fool.. Tak sangka sistem kat situpun lambat.. Sabar jela.. Lepas tu dah pukul 9, jeng2.. Two person step by step appeared infront of me.. Only God knows how I feel that moment.. I talk in my heart, oh God.. I met my babah.. I met my babah here.. That time I want to cried but I just hold it.. Kerinduan , kesedihan yg teramat2lah sakit ini akhirnya lenyap sekelip mata bila melihat dia.. Ya Allah, baru aku tahu yg dialah penawar segala kelukaan hati ini.. Aku tak dapat berhenti dari melihat wajah dia.. Wajah dia sgt2 mirip dengan babah.. Setahun aku menderita, dan semalam adalah hari yg sgt2 bahagia bg aku bila melihat dia.. I really hope that one day I'll meet him again.. Ikram, no matter what happen I've to protect you.. I've to take care of you and your mom.. I'll do anything to you.. That's the only way i can make my heart's life.. You make me keep going.. So please take care of yourself.. Don't get hurt or sick because it's will make me hurt.. i've 5 years to go.. So when it's done I'll take care of you..Now I've a reason to life.. Apa yg buat lia happy sgt bila mama cakap dia sgt2 mirip dgn babah waktu babah umur 20an.. I can tell from that, my mom really loved him.. I can see that she's truly happy to see ikram.. Maybe she miss babah?? i guess so.. Babah, I promise that I'll take care of him.. Lia akn jaga dia sepertimana lia jaga nyawa lia..  I'll try to make him happy.. Apa yg merunsingkan lia adalah harta2 pusaka ni.. Aduiiii.. pasal hartapun nak gaduh ka??? Poning den mcm ni.. I don't want hurt them.. Abang epul, kak tasha and kak shira please.. If I can, I want to live happy with all of you.. 3 vs 2, who's gonna win?? Them or we?? I don't know and i don't want to know.. Troublesome of property..


Today is the day we hang out together.. I plan it and she destroy it.. Haha.. Whatever.. Actually I want to go because of Iron Man 3 but I've a bad luck today, that's why I can't and I don't know when I can.. I guess I'm the only one who's his fan don't watch it yet.. I feel terrible and shame to my friends.. I even can't on my Tumblr and Skype because of it.. I'm so sad, and I even cry.. I'm really sorry RDJ.. I'm so sorry.. But I promise I'll watch it no matter what happen.. Janji melayu macam nila.. Janji 11.30 dtg nak dekat pukol satu.. Aku plg pantang org yg tak menepati masa.. Sumpah annoying gile.. Tapi nak wat cm ne.. hmm.. Dahla tengah bengang lambat, tup2 dia buat lagi sy ni tambah bengang.. What?? She's here?? I'm not ready to face her and I was like damn.. You spoil my day.. But it's okay, it's already happen so I just accept it.. Even I don't feel comfortable but I've to use it.. In my head, knpla kau kena dtg?? knp?? .. Apa yg terjadi kita kena terima kan, jadi sy buat2la ta tau je.. Maybe it's awkward day for today but the truth is it's not a terrible day.. I'm still having fun.. I just shock and I think I'll collapse there.. At least tell me or mar so I can prepare myself.. Ini tidak main serbu je mana tak kena maki hamun dr sy.. Lepas habis makan tu barulah cool down sikit.. Tupun sebaik je mood happy semalam tak habis lagi kalau tak sy terus balik je.. Kesimpulannya buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih.. Tapi peribahasa tu tak sesuai bg sy..

Result Semester 3

Salam... hmm.. Should I be happy or sad??  I don't know.. I can't achieve my target :( I never care about to be dean list.. I'm really sad because I can't achieve my target.. huh.. Sikit lagi nak capai tapi tak kesampaian.. arghhh!! really mad with myself.. I should be nice with MSTD, I should not hate that subject.. Right?? I'm still remember what Cikgu Fathiri said to us.. Be nice with that subject and that subject will be nice to you too.. 3.78 is not enough to make babah proud.. If this semester I can't achieve, I will achieve it in sem 4.. I hope so.. For semester 4 I should be nice with Law.. I have to be. I don't want that subject ruin my pointer.. I thought I never study about law again but here it is.. arghhh!!

I'm free from reading the text book!!!

Hye and Salam..

Home sweet home.. I miss my home!!! haha.. Actually. yesterday was my last paper.. Last night I'm arrived in KL with my lovely friends.. Wani dyana, yanot and Wani tudung labuh ngan ire.. I gonna miss my friends !!! Btw I want to predict my result.. From what I say before,my target is 3.8 right?? I didn't think I can make it because of Malaysian Studies.. haha.. But i wish my result will be better than Sem 2.. Hopefully.. Waiting and keep waiting.. Sem 3 I've 4 subject of finance.. Please don't make me suffer with theory again.. I want calculation.. I plan I'm gonna live in Perak for 3 weeks maybe.. hmm.. I don't decide yet.. Last night when my father took me in Hentian Putra.. They meets my father for the first time and I think they will find out who is he.. ArghhhH!!! I don't want!!! My friend will feel strange because my handphone dp was totally different person.. aih!! It's not because I'm ashamed but i don't know why I feel like this.. I don't want they know about my life.. I just want them to know I'm natalia jamil.. That's all.. I don't like people to know about my personal life.. Babah, what am I suppose to do now??? How to avoid from that problem? Should i tell them or just lie to them??? Sometimes when people ask me about my father, i can't answer their questions.. I'm confused,who should I choose between them?? They ask what my father do?? I can't answer that.. I told them I don't know and then they said how can you don't know what your father do.. Sometimes I mixed up between both of them.. haih.. I don't know.. Please don't ask me again because i can't answer your questions.. I am Jamil's daugther .. That's all I can say..

전광렬 (Jeon Gwang Ryeol)

Hmm.. You may curious who's this person right? As you know, the title give you the answer who is he.. huh.. I don't know what going on .. There's no words can describe what I felt now.. I don't know since when I got really into him.. I'm already tired with myself.. Can you stop be like this lia??  I told myself that I'll never like someone again.. I already told myself that Robert Downey Jr. is the last one that i'll take care.. But how this is happen again??? I'm getting tired to like someone like you.. You didn't do anything wrong and it's not fair for me to blame you right Mr.Jeon Gwang Ryeol??  How do I know you? I think for the first time when I was in elementary school.. I think.. I don't know that drama was really famous in many country.. The Legendary Dr. Hur Jun. If i was not mistaken, in TV2 .. That time I don't have an idea that character was you.. The second drama I watch is King of Baker,Kim Tak Gu 2010 in KBS2.. When I was 16 years old.. It's the best drama that I've seen.. When the first time,I watched it.. Wow..! That guy was really cool.. I means you.. so after 2 years break.. When semester break, i watched it at home.. But i didn't finish it because of I already back to my University.. So start that day,I download every episode.. I watched it with my roomate, she really like that drama.. We watched it until 5 a.m.. She's really got into that drama.. I told her that President Gu II Jung (Jeon Gwang Ryeol) will die when he got an accident ,you know what she said.. "I don't want him to be die.." I'm just laughed.. What makes me laughed again when she said that President was handsome.. haha.. Don't you think it's really funny?? I don't believe that she will said that.. Is he really handsome?? I just think that he's really cool.. One thing that I make me thinks that because how he dress up.. I really love person who know how to dress up well.. if you don't believe just looks that picture.. I really2 like person like him.. Among the person that I like,he's the most who can dress up well.. Seriously.. What makes me like him more when i watch Swallow The Sun.. arghhhh!! He really killing me.. That's was the most drama that really makes him looks cool ever!!! Every single episode, he really make me think he's the most coolest man ever!!! You've to watch it and you'll know how cool he is.. I already finish watch that drama..Now I've already watch Warrior Baek Dong So episode 4.. I know this drama since 2011 because of Tae woo sing for the OST.. But in this drama, he's not wearing that cool suit.. But I admired how he fight.. In that drama,he's Joseon best Swordman..  The reason why I like him is he know how to dress up,he know how to actor really well. That's the reason why I like him.. I know I'll get hurt when I like someone like you but i'll try to not get hurt.. I really hope that you're the last one that will make me life brightly.. I don't want too many person in my heart because it's will make me sad.. To all who's I loved, thanks for making me happy.. I'm really grateful.. I really hope someday they'll know why my heart loved person like you.. If I loved someone,it's means that I'll take care of you like babah.. Here some photos of him..

                                                     Photoshoot for Swallow The Sun 2009

 

                                                         Swallow The Sun 2009

                                                                           Sign 2011

                                                          Swallow The Sun 2009

It's all about Robert Downey Jr

Hey guys, look at that.. That is Robert Downey Jr.. I just want to thanks to all who's follow me in Tumblr.. It's been a pleasure to me.. For 3 weeks I got more than 100 followers.. That's great.. See how many people loves RDJ.. I hope i got a lot of follower after this.. Follow me because it's all about Robert Downey Jr , Tony Stark, Sherlock Holmes .. Don't forget Iron Man 3 upcoming movie.. 3 March 2013.. I miss Tony Stark already.. I can't wait any longer! One more thing, after this I'll write between RDJ and Aamir Khan.. What's relationship between them?? Just wait..

Result

Salam..

Tajuk yang akan kita bincang hari ni adalah result ye.. Result ape? Resultlah.. Babah, did you proud on me now?? I already proof to you that I can achieve what I want and what you want.. Is it still not enough for you?? If it's didn't, I'll get better than this for you.. Did you see? Did you hear that?? I already try my best.. I achieved my target .. Sem 2 is better than Sem 1.. Sem 3 maybe will be better than Sem 2.. Maybe.. I don't want to talk about Sem 3 because I don't know the subject.. alhamdulillah..For this Sem I got something that make my family happy.. But I don't know whether you're happy or not with my result.. I'm still think that what I get ,it's not enough for you.. That's why I try,try and try harder.. Thanks to you too, you make me strong enough for me to achieved my target for this sem.. Babah, lia dapat 3.61. Babah bangga tak sekarang dgn lia??? If this is still not enough to you,Sem 3 I'll get 3.8.. I can't promise but I'll try.. For Sem 3,I decide ,my target is 3.8.. Babah tahu target lia untuk sem 2 ni ape?? Lia target 3.6.. Alangkah bahagianya lia jika babah ada kat sini.. Lia teringin sgt nk dgr 'macam nilah anak babah'.. When will I get to hear that ?? God, can you send him to me for a while?? Just for a minutes..

My 'World'

Salam..

I'm getting mad.. But not really.. I'm just think why when we're in happy mood there's will one person will spoiled your mood.. ? Why? Lately, I'm just focus on Tumblr because Twitter,FB, Cyworld,and all of I've always make me uncomfortable.. Sometimes make me nervous,mad,angry,sad,tension.. Because I never get what I want in that 'world'.. But Tumblr.. ? I've something to share and it's make me real.. No fake.. It's all about us.. People around you.. I'm comfortable for that.. I've new hobby ..But I don't know if it's good or bad but it's really enjoying.. I'm so sorry g.o.d.. It's not because I forget you already but I want to rest a bit.. Now it's time for Tony Stark.. Don't worry ,i'll catch up all your story.. I think Kim Tae Woo's wife pregnant almost one month.. I wish everything okay..bye3...

My Character

Salam..

Tetiba plak nk tulis blog..hmm.. Whatever.. Yesterday, I'm thinking about myself.. What will I be 10 years later.. What I want in my life?? What can be my happiness ?? Can I success with this character?? Or will I bought this character along with me till 10 years later?? I'm just think what my friends told me.. I'm being too childish.. Am I?? Always laughing even there's no funny at all.. Am I like that?? 'Manja' .. Yeke? Kacau org tak abis2.. Can't be serious, tak matang langsung..  ..Bahagia?? Is this all my character?? Tak rasa kelakar ke?? Actually, they didn't know much about me.. They didn't know how scary I can be.. Hanya melihat dari luar.. Tapi dalam.. Nobody knows,since last May.. Only pain that I know.. I can be happy for one moment but after that my sadness will come.. Actually I hate KL.. When I'm going back to KL, I'm always think about him.. Why?? Because all of this came from this country.. I hate sea.. I hate everything that can make me think about him.. If I can choose to remember him or not.. I want to erase my memory that related with him.. I don't want to be sad anymore.. But He is the person that make me today.. What I achieve today is proof to him that I can do better than before.. Ego n kebencian mu cakap??? haha.. Semua tu dtg dr dia.. I'm not the person who is 3 years ago..

QNTD 133

Salam..

Today I'm getting married .. Last 2 day I'm divorce.. haha.. 3 paper da jawab tinggl lg 3 paper je lg.. Antara 3 ni yg plg bolh jwb Business Stats.. Tq3 Sir!! You're the best! A dlm genggaman for Business Stats.. Yang lain tu tak tahula.. haih..tawakal jela.. Hari ni lia cipta satu sejarah dlm hidup lia.. Jawab exam 44 minutes.. padahal exam 3 jam.. Gila betol.. Tp yg penting ramai yg kuar awl..hahah.. Next paper Marketing.. Hope I can score ^^

Tumblr Time

Salam..

hmm.. I'm happy right now.. I already make a tumblr.. baru semalam buat.. hehe.. Tetibe rasa nk wat .. My tumblr is only for one person.. Twitter, fb,blog,youtube semua lia cakap psl korean kan??? especially g.o.d.. So this time, I only focus on RDJ .. RDJ?? Maybe some of you know or maybe not.. Robert Downey Jr aka Tony Stark aka Sherlock Holmes.. So untuk tumblr lia hanya story about him.. No korean for this time.. why Tony Stark?? No comment..

Target for this Semester 2

Salam...

hmm.. penatla study.. Kejab lg sambung balikla.. Sem ni byk sgt rintangannye.. haih.. apa nak buat.. dugaan.. Terima jela.. Actually sok paper Law..  membaca lg.. Sebaikla lepas Law , Business Stat.. Semuanye mengira.. hehe.. That's what I'm waiting for.. Bercakap tentang target.. This sem carry mark better than last sem.. Alhamdulillahh.. As usual Bi is the last ranking..haha.. But I get better carry mark this sem.. Thanks to Sir Imran..haha.. Target sem ni 3.6 an above.. Tp si sahmi tu target dia 3.8.. untungler carry mark semuanye tinggi.. Geram btol..semua carry mark die tinggi dr lia..Benci! ! 3 subjek je tewas sikit je.. Lia 39.4% ,dia 39.7%. Lia 55.5%, dia 55.7% ..Lia 30.3%, dia 30.6%.. Yang itu je wat lia gembira.. Yg lain semua jarak 1-10% jauh.. Gedixnye sahmi!Hope i can achieve that target.. Lia target finance,business stat, marketing and law dpt A.. Account and Bi ,plg min dpt B+.. English dah lepas, maybe bolh kot dpt B+.. yang lain ta tau lg.. Lia plg takut Law.. sbb tak pernah2 amek law kan.. Lgpon Law ni subjek membaca.. Tu yg berat sikit tu.. So gambatteee!!! Yang penting abis je exam hari khamis tros balik kl.. ! yahooo...! tak sabarnye nk  kuar tgok citer dhoom 3 .. Tupon kalo ada kat cinema lg.. Tgh kumpul2 duit nk kuar jln2 ni..Mcm2 lia nk beli.. haha.. Tp cadangnya nk beli album Taewoo tp tak kesampaian.. Tunggula short sem nt.. Cakap tntg short sem.. Sem 3 nt lia mungkin busy giler ..